Another Day

Today’s the weather is not considered to be as good as other days. Occasionally it would have showers and then suddenly the big sun would smile for us after that. As far as I can remember, I love to do a bit of discussion topics where I would argue with myself regarding certain matters. It’s kind of fun and I enjoyed it once in a while. That was the time when I was still attending university. Maybe I have certain extra time on hand and I could afford to do it. I’ve been working for the past 2 years and there are lot of things that require careful learning and also evaluation. There and then my time for doing something that I like becomes constricted. Working for 10 hours a day excluding a 1 hour lunch break for 6 days a week is kind of taking a toll on me. During the middle of last year and on, I felt like I’m spending a huge lump of my time in the office more than I do at home. Well, there were some sayings that try to do more when you are young. I understand this concept but then sometimes it’s just human nature where complaining is one of the way in easing the mind.

Come to think about it…where have all my dear friends had been gone to? During schooling days, we were all very close and tend to hang out most of the time. Right now everyone had their own role in the society. Things that they want to pursue and life that they want to live. Other than missing them sometimes, we might as well wish them all the best and hopefully when we do meet up, we might be looking forward to that very moment that they would still remember who we were. There was one time where I met a friend by the escalator in a shopping mall. At that time it was really hilarious. Straight off he started to talk to me and saying how long had it been since we last met. I was damn curious and shocked at the same time. My palms are sweating, my brain is working overdrive to search for a person by that look and at the same time while maintaining the conversation, I was working background trying to figure things out. Hahahaha! Why you ask? Well it’s because I have no recall of who he was. Forgetting the name is one thing but then having no memory or whatsoever regarding his looks is the worst. At that time things were in a rush and we just say a 1) Hi, followed by 2) how have you been, then 3) bye…see you around. I was thinking very hard on who he was. I regret not asking his name again. After long deep thoughts, it’s not shameful to ask your friend’s name once again if you had already forgotten it. Even though it might sound strange but then at least you are honest with yourself.

I somehow agree to some of things being written in a blog because it’s basically quite true. However I might want to have a version of mine. Let’s see… when we were all getting along during primary school or maybe kindergarten, it was just pure bliss on how friendship can be so beautiful. However when we all get older, people tend to change. Their taste change, their attitude turned for the best or worst, who knows…and so on and so forth. However despite all these differences, we can still be friends right? Hmmm….as for me I might be standing in a grey area. I do not feel like touching that area of discussion as it’s just too much to day, I guess. Different people have different opinions.