What My Sis Bought For Me From Japan...

This is what basically my sis bought for me though. All the way from Japan. I must say the Japanese have a way with selling their stuffs. I definitely agree its kind of fresh to see canned drinks in the most popular games that had been around me decades and being remade even. Final Fantasy....it had been with me for quite a long time. Wahahahha! Anyhow...I have no idea what does the contents taste like anyway. I've seen in magazines saying that they are only sold in Japan. Hmmm.....I liked it though. Wondering one day would I just popped the can open and have a taste of what's inside....heheheh!!!

A Sunday At Home…

  

"If nothing happens, nothing will ever happen - if you want to change your life, change it today"

Ahhh…I came across this sentence in a blog of a friend that I had not seen so long time ago. I find this saying quite true actually. As sometimes when people are wanting to change or do something, they have the determination, which is for the first few hours and later they would felt why not continue this tomorrow. As when tomorrow comes, it would just drag on and on to the very next day. As for me I wanted to write something about my everyday life, some of the highlights in my life that I wanted to share with everyone and also some other bits and stuffs. HOWEVER, I keep postponing them. I had an idea on what to write but then turns out when I reached home, I would just go and do some other stuffs. Guess these things can be considered as a commitment. Not to other people but to yourself. Its like a change where you take more responsibility on what you do and also the things that you are persistent in holding on. I used to write a lot of happy things which can be found in my old blogposts which I had ignored once I migrated here. But going through those old stuffs makes you laugh at yourself how silly can you get. Well…that’s life and part of growing up.

As for this weekend I postponed my fishing plan to next week as this week there are a couple of things that I need to help out at home too. Furthermore its Father’s Day today. So might as well stay at home so at least my dad won’t say I wasn’t around most of the time. Hahahaha! Damn….yesterday my router had blew its fuse. Its not working anymore. Sigh~~~I was quite upset when I got home and knowing this problem. So I rushed out to town to get a new one. Its not bad looking though. Its from Linksys. For me I prefer to get this one as I liked the brand eventhough its a little bit more costly than the other brands available in the market.

This is what my new router looks like right now. Kind of sleek with the design.

As a matter of fact, sometimes I used my own blog to like vent out some frustrations but however as this is a public site where anyone could come over and read. Its best to keep it to a minimal though. Right now many ideas are coming back in and furthermore I can’t really focus much as right now I’m quite hungry and later I need to go and do some chores.

So lastly here’s something for all of you to ponder on. I liked this quote very much as it pretty much implied a lot on my working situation right now. Signing off people…

“Success is not the key to happiness, happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.”

Long Long Time Ago

Dear blog,

Hmm…Guess I’ve been ignoring my blog for quite some time. Many things happened. Work load had just come and go…sigh…

 

Everyone…I’ve something to inform you all. I’ve finally moved from my house. And no…not alone…but together with my family. Lolz…Did not have a camera around to show you my new home but then its just nice. Comfy and right now settling in though. Its nearer to my workplace too.

Lets see….I have no idea on what topic to talk about right now as ideas are just barging in and its quite a blur picture actually. Its like ‘rojak’. As for some of you people who have no idea on what that is…well its a type of food which I guess can be found around the South East Asian region particularly in Singapore & Malaysia. Its a mix of pineapples or other local fruits together with boiled squid and mixed together with peanuts and a type of bean paste and chilli. Eventhough it does not look appetizing but then it tastes great though. It differs from region to region in terms of the ingredients.

Times are changing and people are moving about while I guess I’m just moving at a slow pace. But then maybe its just the work that I’m doing. Its not about the workload but then the pace in keeping up in my field. Guess I’ll be able to overcome it sooner or later but right now it had just gotten me a bit cranked up. I felt that I’m easily angered and annoyed right now. A little bit could really get on my nerves. Last year, I felt I could look forward everyday for something new most of the time but then this year it seems to be so damn irritating. There are people who sometimes misused the term stress. They tend to mix it up. To me stress had different levels and different categories. There are work related stress, everyday life stress, financial stress and so on and so forth. Its up to themselves on how they want to deal with it. Putting a full stop and letting it hover over you is not a good idea. Take for example, a pool of water was left stagnant for a long time. It will not turn fresh out of the blue. It’ll just turn bad and things will start to grow in them. Later or so…it’ll just turn damn dirty. So external factors are vital for it to turn the condition of that water. So by applying this so called theory into real life…I guess it’ll just work out. Hope when you all read my blog, you won’t mock me on what the hell I’m writing here.

I’ve been going fishing for the past one month and all I can say its quite enjoyable though. Haven’t caught anything big yet but then everything starts from small right? Hahahaha!

Right now I’m planning to go watch movies…..see you

My catch

Something To Be Reflected On

Dear blog,

This is the weekend that I've been waiting for. However is it really what I wanted? Well to tell the truth...I do not know. Due to the constant requirement of energy in my line of work, I do not have much time or space to think what I want to do. Eventhough if I do, there might not be enough time and space to rethink whether is this the right choice. Might as well just live with it I guess. When people say you have choices in life. I defenitely agree but as an entry level of words of wisdom, there are so many other external factors that might affect those choices.

Choices...choices....choices. These are the thoughts that came into my mind almost every single time. I believe....no....I've made a lot of bad choices in life but then I need to live through it. Its like scarred mark on part of your body telling you that never to repeat that part of history. However human beings are such an unpredictable creatures. We tend to repeat the same thing all over again despite knowing the outcome. Having hope gives us really strong motivation to move.

We are who we are. This is the one proverb that I kept telling myself every once in a while when something happens. I do value friendship heavily and this often brought difficulties and sad upbringings. Well that's part of life too....However sometimes there come time where decisions making are like a time bomb. Its either a yes or no. Just by waiting for the time to come, the person will be undergoing certain emotional torment. There's nothing other people could do other than to console them...to cheer them up or just plainly just to be there to listen to them. It really meant a lot.

Come to think about it, why bog down our emotions and feel bad about every single thing but rather just try to get the best out of our very lives.

Poems

It was a bright bright day
Silence
Not a sound to be heard
No noise made

All were present
Man, beast and bird
No one moved
They simply stood and watched

Then came a far, far off cry
Of pain of hurt
And a sob and a sigh
For all watched a tortured soul
Tormented hurt and die.

There he was on his knees
Begging, pleading
For those who he took as his friends
Used him, hurt him
Then let their friendship come to an end

 

“Why?” he asked,
“Why?” he cried.
“How had the bond been broken
Hadn’t it been made by chains of love so strong?
Or was it of mere selfishness
A weak thread, a token”
“A proof, a mark, deep inside
To scorn me of my foolish pride
So sharp the tongue
That hurt my soul
I cannot run
I cannot hide”
No more could he stand the pain
A laugh, a cry, a blend of both.
But none could work
None to ease the pain
None to ease the hurt.
Blinded by the tears
Of shame, of fury
He then struck a blow
A fist came down on him later
And then there were more
Blow by blow came down upon him
Those very hands
Those very hands
One’s which had calmed the hurt he got
Were opening those wounds
With added salt.
Thus he fainted
Bloodless, lifeless
Calm and still
Writhing insides now empty, now void
Still not a soul moved
Still not a soul moved
“Why is it dark?
Has the night set in?
Or am I dead,
And gone to heaven
Maybe hell for such a sin.”
“Nay my friend,
You still reside on earth
You have your soul
Your body is healing.
But, forgive me my friend
To hurt you and torment your mind
For I have to tell you
That your vision has gone friend
That you are blind.”
A tear falls and then another
For yet the burden was augmented
The voice was known
Too known to ignore
For to ignore was what he wanted
The voice was familiar
The tone was not
Yet how could it be so?
His friends had turned evil
His friends had turned bad
And the voice….
The voice was of a foe

 

Its been quite some time that I did not put anything up in my blog though. Been quite busy with many things and trying to beat the game called ‘Life’. Well this poem was being extracted from another blog which I find it really meaningful. It’s like saying certain feelings in a person’s heart that a single word might not be able to be expressed. Its kind of mysterious on how poems will be able to tell a story of a person’s heart or what he or she is thinking of. This goes the same for a song. I’m not talking about those modern songs called pop, hip-hop and so on. I’m talking about classical stuffs. Eventhough there are no lyrics there but then listening to the song, the tempo, the different beat and tones in the music gives your mind a visual picture telling you a story. I once wanted to take up extra lessons such as piano or something like that. However during my time there were not much of things like that. Hmmm….its almost time for my bedtime though. Tomorrow I will be required to work. I should be feeling lucky as there is work for me and not jobless. A new day should be a blessing instead of dreading for every single undesirable events that had happened. 

Oh Foot!!!

This is Before

 

This is After

 

 

Well…guess its quite a ‘black’ weekend for me though. I was so looking forward for the weekend. I even told Kiaki through MSN that I am so looking forward to all the things that I wanted to do during the weekend. Was planning to go Miri on Sunday to do some shopping and also getting something different to eat.

 

Things happened. I was doing my morning inspection at my workplace. Everything goes well….the usual things happened and was being solved. Johnson was helping me out the usual. Then guess I had stepped on a bad foot or what. I twisted my ankle. Oh foot….I was squirming in pain and was hoping it would just go away but then it turned out to be more ‘intense’. Upon doing inspection on my foot, I was shocked that it had blown up to be like a pig leg. Damn…lol…I was laughing. It might sound I had gone bonkers but then its true. I was laughing. Wahahahahah! Then called Ming to send me to see a doctor. Then turned out all the eastern doctors (中医) had went to ‘sau mu’. (x.x)” To no avail, we decided to go to Miri to find a good eastern doctor. Ming wanted to let someone see his back cause he had been having quite some troubles with it. So its more of a last minute trip. Then off we go to  Miri together with another friend who knew where to look for the doctor. Upon arrival, I had quite a pain with my ankle. Can’t really walk though. Then the doctor there was doing some twists and turn to my ankle. It was really intense. Lol…They took a video of me when I was in pain. I’m still thinking of whether to post it or not. Wakakakakaka! After all those twists and turns, the doctor there put on some eastern medicine and ask us to come back after two hours. Woohooo! I tell you…is burning my skin like hell but I pity Ming even more. He was like no mood already. The medicine was like a ‘fun sucker’. Suck all the fun out of him. Lol…

 

Right now I’m resting and try not to walk too much. Damn…there goes my weekend. However its good too. My feet can get some rest. Hahahah!